Hallo! I’m going to write something like a diary. Let’s see what I will write..
So, all I do now is improve my English skills. I won’t prepare for EYESH before they declare when it will be held. As usual, I am lonely and bored but I am feeling much greater than before. I was irritated by the sudden decision that was made by the government. Also, I was a little bit discouraged because I was afraid of doing the wrong thing and become nobody. Currently, I am much more confident about my choice and I am eager to study. I think I can work hard and immerse myself in computer science or IT. The future is right in front of me and I will navigate it by myself :> oh, it is gonna be so adventurous.
Now, let’s consider my bad behaviours. Firstly, I am fucking critic. I always criticize my mom and make her feel bad. I try not to judge others but that flagitious words unconsciously come out of my mouth. I heard that being a listener, not criticizing people, not talking about myself much, and having empathy are essential to be a good friend, partner, and human. Besides, I get irate too quickly. I have been fighting this attitude for a long time. A year and a half ago, I was at the worst of my anger. I was invasive to myself and my family every time because my skin was a disaster. I could not even look at my face in a mirror and sometimes I used to punch myself. It is getting better over time, but I still can’t be calm when I encounter negligible problems.
I started taking a speaking class online. The teacher is not soft and she tells directly what my flaws are. I am practicing my speaking skill intensely than before. I have always been avoiding speaking but now I am regretting. Also, I send my writings to my cousin Bilguun and she gives feedback. I am planning to send her once a week. Moreover, uncle Tsetsen and his wife visited our lager and we made a little bargain. He will correct my essays 3 times a week and I will conceal his Facebook password for a week.
My mom is on vacation but she has been looking after the youngest son of my sister. Finally, she will go back to her work this Monday. Also, we may meet and confer with Anar who knows my dad. He is a very great and admirable person.
Overall, Nana is pretty good. I will have started my university 2 months ago and I will take IELTS in September then send my application after several months. Good luck to me ~
It is what I wrote lol
Nana. 17.07.21
